You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
Centie: I disagree! It's not like you're unwilling to work--you did have a job previously after all--and you're going to college and otherwise trying to improve. Even if it's slow, you're making progress, which isn't pathetic at all. (And hey, it's not like people can't have hobbies, right?)
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
Centie: I disagree! It's not like you're unwilling to work--you did have a job previously after all--and you're going to college and otherwise trying to improve. Even if it's slow, you're making progress, which isn't pathetic at all. (And hey, it's not like people can't have hobbies, right?)
Aww, thanks...
I'll admit, the only reason I haven't been applying to jobs over these past few weeks is that, well, I don't have any way to get anywhere, and I figure there's no point in applying for jobs until the car can be fixed...
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
I'm not actually gonna go to bed A) because I'm not that sensible and B) because I wanna get started on this Yarrun remix, but I'm saying I probably should.
I'm not actually gonna go to bed A) because I'm not that sensible and B) because I wanna get started on this Yarrun remix, but I'm saying I probably should.
For a second I thought the B) was to indicate you were really confident about getting started on the Yarrun remix.
Ok but like I'm an autistic tranny who obsesses over transportation minutia and reads mostly children's books and doesn't have a job or a functional car and lives in her parents' basement and also I'm fat and watch cartoons as a hobby, plus twice in the past year I've gotten in needless confrontations with security because I raged over there mere existence
There's not one part of that that's not pathetic
Being autistic is not pathetic, and I will get ticked if you continue to imply that it is. Temple Grandin is not pathetic. Also, being transexual is not pathetic, and if you continue to act like it is then I will have to call you a bigot. It is okay to be fat so long as you aren't in such a state as to have it be unhealthy. Being skinny can be a problem just as being fat can. Neither is necessarily better, because taken too far they are both unhealthy. So long as you're healthy, there's nothing to be ashamed of (or, at least, nothing to be ashamed of any more than a skinny person has to be ashamed of being skinny.). It's okay to have a hobby that doesn't have a practical purpose or accomplish anything. Hobbies are supposed to be carefree and fun, and the point of them is to be enjoyed, not to accomplish something. Also, not having a car is not pathetic. It's stupid to have your sense of self-worth based in ownership of something material. Reading children's books is not pathetic any more than enjoying simple pleasures like jump rope and hopscotch are pathetic. Oh, your economic situation makes it impossible for you to buy a house. That totally makes you a terrible person and is not at all normal and not at all a thing that applies to loads of people.
Oh, you have interests other people don't share. Horrifying.
Oh, you lack employment. That totally makes you a terrible person. You are LITERALLY SEVEN HITLERS.
Most of these seem to be based in age, and you know what? There is such a thing as being young for your age. It's when your bone structures and growth plate are of a younger biological age than your chronological age. When I was twelve I had a seven year old's growth plate and bone structure. Chronological age doesn't mean all that much, really. It's mental, emotional, and physical age that matter. And getting mad at yourself for being childish when your chronological age indicates you should be older is like getting mad at me for being short when my chronological age indicates I should be taller.
To do so is unrealistic, and, frankly, quite offensive.
Existence is a process of making a fool of yourself. Do you blame a baby for being incontinent, inarticulate, helpless, and smelly? We all started out as dorks. Dork is the base template.
Being a dork sonetimes is the default setting. Nobody expects you to be completely composed and wise all the time.
We all cry, we all trip and fall, we all say the wrong thing or are not on top of the situation sometimes. Embarrassment is part of life, it happens to everyone.
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
Ok but like I'm an autistic tranny who obsesses over transportation minutia and reads mostly children's books and doesn't have a job or a functional car and lives in her parents' basement and also I'm fat and watch cartoons as a hobby, plus twice in the past year I've gotten in needless confrontations with security because I raged over there mere existence
There's not one part of that that's not pathetic
And I am gross and ugly and boring and depressive and cynical and autistic and stick around even when everyone is thinking "I wish that weirdo would go away" because there are voids to fill and aspiring postmodern writers to cling to. If nothing else, I am probably more pathetic than you are.
oh hey i still have the cover for that which i did... back whenever that was released. its in my folder of old shit from my old laptop, so before i got my new laptop, definitely, so before i went off to university, so probably early 2011? or even late 2010?
Ok but like I'm an autistic tranny who obsesses over transportation minutia and reads mostly children's books and doesn't have a job or a functional car and lives in her parents' basement and also I'm fat and watch cartoons as a hobby, plus twice in the past year I've gotten in needless confrontations with security because I raged over there mere existence
There's not one part of that that's not pathetic
And I am gross and ugly and boring and depressive and cynical and autistic and stick around even when everyone is thinking "I wish that weirdo would go away" because there are voids to fill and aspiring postmodern writers to cling to. If nothing else, I am probably more pathetic than you are.
Okay, as for "gross": which of the two of us has mold/moss growing on her/his tongue? Which of the two of us hates hygiene and showering?
Also, you can't magically stop being depressive any more than I can magically stop having panic attacks when exposed to too much noise and overstimulation. Brain chemistry is not something to be ashamed of, it isn't your fault. For autistic, see my reply to central.
As for ugly: tongue. Moss. You do not have it.
(Anyone without tongue mold is beautiful.)
As for cynical: brain chemistry. Automatic negative thoughts from the amygdala.
As for sticking around when other people want you to leave: when did anyone say he/she wanted you to leave?
oh hey i still have the cover for that which i did... back whenever that was released. its in my folder of old shit from my old laptop, so before i got my new laptop, definitely, so before i went off to university, so probably early 2011? or even late 2010?
that is indeed the cover.
I don't have the actual album anymore though. *shrug*
in unrelated news i accidentally dropped a small piece of garlic into my glass of red wine and it actually owns that the wine is sort of garlicy, i recommend you try this with a nice bordeaux and horrify everyone
in unrelated news i accidentally dropped a small piece of garlic into my glass of red wine and it actually owns that the wine is sort of garlicy, i recommend you try this with a nice bordeaux and horrify everyone
Sorry, can't. It's against my religion to drink anything alcoholic, caffeinated, or carbonated (okay, once every ten years I can have root beer).
in unrelated news i accidentally dropped a small piece of garlic into my glass of red wine and it actually owns that the wine is sort of garlicy, i recommend you try this with a nice bordeaux and horrify everyone
Sorry, can't. It's against my religion to drink anything alcoholic, caffeinated, or carbonated (okay, once every ten years I can have root beer).
i really want it to be the case that on the super mystical golden jesus tablets it says, specifically, 'Aliroz is permitted one root beer every 10 years'
things have gotten cocked up due to crazy family shit
i am currently at my uncle's house on the most uncomfortable mattress of all time, the only furnishings are a bunch of guitars and a battered old bible
in unrelated news i accidentally dropped a small piece of garlic into my glass of red wine and it actually owns that the wine is sort of garlicy, i recommend you try this with a nice bordeaux and horrify everyone
Sorry, can't. It's against my religion to drink anything alcoholic, caffeinated, or carbonated (okay, once every ten years I can have root beer).
i really want it to be the case that on the super mystical golden jesus tablets it says, specifically, 'Aliroz is permitted one root beer every 10 years'
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Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
This seems to send everyone else into paroxysms of rage, though.
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
#ThingsOnlyTreWillGet
I was more just saying if I were a smarter individual I would go to sleep.
Being autistic is not pathetic, and I will get ticked if you continue to imply that it is. Temple Grandin is not pathetic. Also, being transexual is not pathetic, and if you continue to act like it is then I will have to call you a bigot. It is okay to be fat so long as you aren't in such a state as to have it be unhealthy. Being skinny can be a problem just as being fat can. Neither is necessarily better, because taken too far they are both unhealthy. So long as you're healthy, there's nothing to be ashamed of (or, at least, nothing to be ashamed of any more than a skinny person has to be ashamed of being skinny.). It's okay to have a hobby that doesn't have a practical purpose or accomplish anything. Hobbies are supposed to be carefree and fun, and the point of them is to be enjoyed, not to accomplish something. Also, not having a car is not pathetic. It's stupid to have your sense of self-worth based in ownership of something material. Reading children's books is not pathetic any more than enjoying simple pleasures like jump rope and hopscotch are pathetic. Oh, your economic situation makes it impossible for you to buy a house. That totally makes you a terrible person and is not at all normal and not at all a thing that applies to loads of people.
Oh, you have interests other people don't share. Horrifying.
Oh, you lack employment. That totally makes you a terrible person. You are LITERALLY SEVEN HITLERS.
Most of these seem to be based in age, and you know what? There is such a thing as being young for your age. It's when your bone structures and growth plate are of a younger biological age than your chronological age. When I was twelve I had a seven year old's growth plate and bone structure. Chronological age doesn't mean all that much, really. It's mental, emotional, and physical age that matter. And getting mad at yourself for being childish when your chronological age indicates you should be older is like getting mad at me for being short when my chronological age indicates I should be taller.
To do so is unrealistic, and, frankly, quite offensive.
Existence is a process of making a fool of yourself. Do you blame a baby for being incontinent, inarticulate, helpless, and smelly? We all started out as dorks. Dork is the base template.
Being a dork sonetimes is the default setting. Nobody expects you to be completely composed and wise all the time.
We all cry, we all trip and fall, we all say the wrong thing or are not on top of the situation sometimes. Embarrassment is part of life, it happens to everyone.
I suppose you've got a point
Okay, as for "gross": which of the two of us has mold/moss growing on her/his tongue? Which of the two of us hates hygiene and showering?
Also, you can't magically stop being depressive any more than I can magically stop having panic attacks when exposed to too much noise and overstimulation. Brain chemistry is not something to be ashamed of, it isn't your fault. For autistic, see my reply to central.
As for ugly: tongue. Moss. You do not have it.
(Anyone without tongue mold is beautiful.)
As for cynical: brain chemistry. Automatic negative thoughts from the amygdala.
As for sticking around when other people want you to leave: when did anyone say he/she wanted you to leave?
I don't have the actual album anymore though. *shrug*
Sorry, can't. It's against my religion to drink anything alcoholic, caffeinated, or carbonated (okay, once every ten years I can have root beer).