Remember back in the 50s when they'd record like Elvis singing YOU AIN'T NOTHIN BUT A HOUND DOG and then they'd turn the record over and reverse it and it was all NYERP NYERP NYERP NYERP NYERP and people were all like, "That is actually the voice of Satan coming from that song."
Gator: Little jelly over here. I always wanted my own pool as a kid, closest I got was a neighbor hood pool. That regularly got trashed by wild teen parties.
Man, the theme song arrangement on the Dallas pilot is amazing. I don't think I've heard that much scratch guitar outside of certain funk bands, and in a song that borrows liberally from Copland at that!
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
I might because the person/peoples I want to socialize with right now I know somewhat. However, I still get a...not fear per se but strong urge to not try because t might somehow get awkward or go very poorly
I've been working through it but it still happens. Limited + crappy social experiences in high school have not helped me at all. My therapist told me that I just had to work through it. And even if it goes bad, learn from it because it doesn't mean there's something wrong with me. I guess that's a really underlining thing for me, I'm worried there's something wrong with me and people will avoid me.
Remember back in the 50s when they'd record like Elvis singing YOU AIN'T NOTHIN BUT A HOUND DOG and then they'd turn the record over and reverse it and it was all NYERP NYERP NYERP NYERP NYERP and people were all like, "That is actually the voice of Satan coming from that song."
Blargh, social anxiety. I can definitely understand that.
I have several friends at school that I'm comfortable hanging around with, so that's good. Now if only I could converse with them more actively. I tend to get nervous that I'll say the wrong thing or bring up a subject that no one really wants to talk about at the moment.
I also wish we could get together more often outside of school, but I let my nervousness get in the way of asking them. Plus, there's family obligations to worry about. :(
Remember back in the 50s when they'd record like Elvis singing YOU AIN'T NOTHIN BUT A HOUND DOG and then they'd turn the record over and reverse it and it was all NYERP NYERP NYERP NYERP NYERP and people were all like, "That is actually the voice of Satan coming from that song."
Sorry about that, Lazuli. I just wanted to get that off my chest. I know I'm not really helping things here.
I've had "Chasing Pavements" stuck in my head all day. Also, I got the memory for the Compaq earlier, and it's behaving quite a bit better than it was. I can actually load a page full of YouTube embeds without hanging Chrome!
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Shine a Light
Salt of the Earth
Get Off of My Cloud
She's a Rainbow
Rocks Off
Dandelion
Sympathy for the Devil
Gimme Shelter
We Love You
Ruby Tuesday
Also, is it just me/my monitor, or are the Twilight and pony!Justice text colours really hard to tell apart?
Gator: Little jelly over here. I always wanted my own pool as a kid, closest I got was a neighbor hood pool. That regularly got trashed by wild teen parties.
My pool funtimes are limited by the fact I can't swim.
I guess I'll just flail around
-does some girly stuff-
I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR REAL
LIKE REAL REAL
Suddenly this one makes a lot more sense. I was rather confused.
...I thought it was Twilight and Rarity talking, which, on rereading, makes no sense at all. So I just fail reading comprehension.
pretzel buns are yummy
mmmmm root beer floats
<3
So, after I eat, should I attempt to awkwardly socialize with other people in meatspace, or stayed hole up in my bunker room?
I worry I might have that fear once I start being around people other than my mother regularly again.
Honestly, I wish I could spend more time off the internet.
*hugs*
Yeah.
pizza