More people have said that and been killed than there are thorium decay products.
My life is aimless. I only realize this now that I am no longer under pressure to "be successful" or whatever. It's not that I want money or a high paying job. I just feel like I have no direction at all. I live with my gf. I dream of having a different body, and that is impossible right now. I still can't run Touhou to my satisfaction, or any of the other shmups I have for PC. The only aspiration I can think of is to earn high scores in shmups, but the only ones I can really play right now are really hard (even by Miko's standards) ones by Cave. But maybe I am just making an excuse to not get started on that.
My life is aimless. I only realize this now that I am no longer under pressure to "be successful" or whatever. It's not that I want money or a high paying job. I just feel like I have no direction at all. I live with my gf. I dream of having a different body, and that is impossible right now. I still can't run Touhou to my satisfaction, or any of the other shmups I have for PC. The only aspiration I can think of is to earn high scores in shmups, but the only ones I can really play right now are really hard (even by Miko's standards) ones by Cave. But maybe I am just making an excuse to not get started on that.
i can actually empathise with this to a degree and i am still working through similar things.
it is a strange thing, after living all your life with pressure, straining and suddenly finding oneself released, the all-defining compacting sensation completely unravels itself and you suddenly for the first time have genuine life choices that you can make for yourself wholly undefined by others
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
this evening i seem to have done nothing but cheerfully profess my ignorance of everyday things
well, good night.
Also, if it makes you feel any better, I absolutely LOVE to get to be the weirdo foreigner who gets to explain America's little quirks and customs to people from other parts of the world. If you're ever curious about Yank shit, I'll gladly talk your ears off!
More people have said that and been killed than there are thorium decay products.
If I had been straight and cis and male and neurotypical, I wonder how different my life would be right now? I could imagine a handsome young man who will graduate from a college somewhere and has a lot of friends and suffers relatively few issues. But then it wouldn't be me at all, would it? It would be an entirely different person altogether. "But Miko, why a male and not a female?" Because obviously my life would be about 1,000,000% different in that case.
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
If I had been straight and cis and male and neurotypical, I wonder how different my life would be right now? I could imagine a handsome young man who will graduate from a college somewhere and has a lot of friends and suffers relatively few issues. But then it wouldn't be me at all, would it? It would be an entirely different person altogether. "But Miko, why a male and not a female?" Because obviously my life would be about 1,000,000% different in that case.
I think about this kind of thing a lot.
Like...I've always wondered why out of the 7,000 million people in the world, I had to be this one.
If I had been straight and cis and male and neurotypical, I wonder how different my life would be right now? I could imagine a handsome young man who will graduate from a college somewhere and has a lot of friends and suffers relatively few issues. But then it wouldn't be me at all, would it? It would be an entirely different person altogether. "But Miko, why a male and not a female?" Because obviously my life would be about 1,000,000% different in that case.
I think about this kind of thing a lot.
Like...I've always wondered why out of the 7,000 million people in the world, I had to be this one.
I've been wondering that since I was 5.
I used to worry about that a lot. Not so much because of sex/gender issues, but because I was black and a nerd, and those two things weren't supposed to be together.
I've since taken to pointed apathy. It helps a bit.
If I had been straight and cis and male and neurotypical, I wonder how different my life would be right now? I could imagine a handsome young man who will graduate from a college somewhere and has a lot of friends and suffers relatively few issues. But then it wouldn't be me at all, would it? It would be an entirely different person altogether. "But Miko, why a male and not a female?" Because obviously my life would be about 1,000,000% different in that case.
I think about this kind of thing a lot.
Like...I've always wondered why out of the 7,000 million people in the world, I had to be this one.
And also because me having my troubles means that I get to be a unique person on this planet of ours. No one else is going to have my exact story, and that means that I have a unique system of ideas and experiences with which to influence my world.
If I was someone else, then there would be a hole left in the place that I left.
More people have said that and been killed than there are thorium decay products.
Now that I think about it, why not imagine straight cis neurotypical female Miko. Just by virtue of those things, life should have been okay, right? Even with the family I have.
There's never going to be another chubby princess with uncanny knowledge of roads quite like our Centie.
There's never going to be another typographical adept and studio acolyte like our Anonus.
Never going to be another shmup-playing Pyr-marrying Miko. Never going to be another hat-wearing, book-loving Aliroz.
One Nanners. One Sredni. One Imi. That's all we're guaranteed to get (by my upbringing, some of us may get a second shot, but we'll work on an agnostic viewpoint for holistic purposes).
What we have is unique, even the really, really sucky parts, and we should be able to appreciate that occasionally. Not all the time, due to the aforementioned sucky parts, but on occasion.
As for having a life goal, I think it's great to be able to define that yourself. But you have to figure out what's important for you and how to go about achieving it.
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
There's never going to be another chubby princess with uncanny knowledge of roads quite like our Centie.
There's never going to be another typographical adept and studio acolyte like our Anonus.
Never going to be another shmup-playing Pyr-marrying Miko. Never going to be another hat-wearing, book-loving Aliroz.
One Nanners. One Sredni. One Imi. That's all we're guaranteed to get (by my upbringing, some of us may get a second shot, but we'll work on an agnostic viewpoint for holistic purposes).
What we have is unique, even the really, really sucky parts, and we should be able to appreciate that occasionally. Not all the time, due to the aforementioned sucky parts, but on occasion.
As for having a life goal, I think it's great to be able to define that yourself. But you have to figure out what's important for you and how to go about achieving it.
There's never going to be another chubby princess with uncanny knowledge of roads quite like our Centie.
There's never going to be another typographical adept and studio acolyte like our Anonus.
Never going to be another shmup-playing Pyr-marrying Miko. Never going to be another hat-wearing, book-loving Aliroz.
One Nanners. One Sredni. One Imi. That's all we're guaranteed to get (by my upbringing, some of us may get a second shot, but we'll work on an agnostic viewpoint for holistic purposes).
What we have is unique, even the really, really sucky parts, and we should be able to appreciate that occasionally. Not all the time, due to the aforementioned sucky parts, but on occasion.
There's never going to be another chubby princess with uncanny knowledge of roads quite like our Centie.
There's never going to be another typographical adept and studio acolyte like our Anonus.
Never going to be another shmup-playing Pyr-marrying Miko. Never going to be another hat-wearing, book-loving Aliroz.
One Nanners. One Sredni. One Imi. That's all we're guaranteed to get (by my upbringing, some of us may get a second shot, but we'll work on an agnostic viewpoint for holistic purposes).
What we have is unique, even the really, really sucky parts, and we should be able to appreciate that occasionally. Not all the time, due to the aforementioned sucky parts, but on occasion.
Man, something I find myself wholeheartedly agreeing with in every way. And Miko's original comments aren't even bringing in the perspective of where we were all born, never mind who we ended up becoming friends with or where we had to be alone. Or even our family. That's not to say that how we were born is at all irrelevant, but if you want to think about What If's, then it only makes sense to consider every possible What If scenario; but that, for me, is too taxing for too little gain, unless I'm particularly in the mood for it.
Essentially, I'm genuinely unsure how these types of thought exercises could be, in this context, anything but a recipe for negative thoughts, or the continuation thereof. You are who you are, and we love you for that. No more no less, and that itself is pretty wonderful.
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
I wrote this at 4 AM on Saturday, so it's probably full of bad grammar and sleep-dep logic, but here it is anyway:
Centralia legend tells of an outlaw almost as old as the land itself.
For decades, there have been reports of a young man, nicknamed "Yarrun XIX", who hijacks or steals vehicles. Compared to most vehicle thieves, however, something about this young man stands out: the vehicles he steals are almost always associated with the Princess of Centralia herself.
There has long been speculation, among folklorists and criminal investigators alike, as to whether the Legendary Carjacker figure is one man, who has inexplicably lived a number of centuries, or a role passed down through the generations.
One this is certain, however: The Legendary Carjacker remains at large, and the faded WANTED posters will likely be hanging in Centralia's police stations and post offices for decades to come.
There's never going to be another chubby princess with uncanny knowledge of roads quite like our Centie.
There's never going to be another typographical adept and studio acolyte like our Anonus.
Never going to be another shmup-playing Pyr-marrying Miko. Never going to be another hat-wearing, book-loving Aliroz.
One Nanners. One Sredni. One Imi. That's all we're guaranteed to get (by my upbringing, some of us may get a second shot, but we'll work on an agnostic viewpoint for holistic purposes).
What we have is unique, even the really, really sucky parts, and we should be able to appreciate that occasionally. Not all the time, due to the aforementioned sucky parts, but on occasion.
eep
you're making me feel emotions
Man, I felt emotions myself after that...thing came out of me.
Why do you think I made an allcaps post after that? Have to defuse the tension somehow.
Centralia legend tells of an outlaw almost as old as the land itself.
For decades, there have been reports of a young man, nicknamed "Yarrun XIX", who hijacks or steals vehicles. Compared to most vehicle thieves, however, something about this young man stands out: the vehicles he steals are almost always associated with the Princess of Centralia herself.
There has long been speculation, among folklorists and criminal investigators alike, as to whether the Legendary Carjacker figure is one man, who has inexplicably lived a number of centuries, or a role passed down through the generations.
One this is certain, however: The Legendary Carjacker remains at large, and the faded WANTED posters will likely be hanging in Centralia's police stations and post offices for decades to come.
More like the Gray Fox than the Dread Pirate, but I'm liking it!
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
More people have said that and been killed than there are thorium decay products.
Miko's dream-land with a beach and a forest and mountains and marijuana fields and lots of rainy days and snow days and an arcade and a water park and a brewery and a library and a candy store and lots of restaurants. :D
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
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my surprise level is approximately 0
*hugs*
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
Feel pretty nice. Why didn't I do this years ago
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
As for having a life goal, I think it's great to be able to define that yourself. But you have to figure out what's important for you and how to go about achieving it.
/vagueness
except it's a carjacker
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
they even made a Slayer name badge for me