You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
One of my problems is that I'm really bad at judging whether I've adequately conveyed playfulness. With, say, Anonus or Section, if I say something snarky, they know I'm just attempting some friendly teasing. With most other people it kinda becomes a problem because they might not be adjusted to my particular brand of humor and take what I say as actual snark? I dunno, this train of thought kinda derailed somewhere.
i'm here mostly because Anonus is my friend and i like talking with him
if i really disliked the Internet that much i wouldn't go on a forum to air out my grievances with fellow Internet-haters, i'd shut down my computer and do something else
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
I guess there was that thing a few months back where I started bitching at you about EDT/EST, but honestly that was less me being mad at you and more me taking out my frustrations on the first thing that came along
Not that that makes it okay, mind you; I was being an ass
I like to think I've gotten better at controlling my anger since then
also a crushing sense of 'i have no idea what the hell is going on, i do not understand my fellow human beings, i am a social retard and nobody wants me around'
this is how everyone here feels 95% of the time I hate to tell you
Fact: If you play any faction in Alpha Centauri except Gaia's Stepdaughters or the Cybernetic Collective, you are objectively wrong. Especially if you're a filthy Morganite or Believer.
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
Jabberwock is quoting the Cheshire Cat in response to Alice
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
Weird confession: Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't have chosen Alice as a name because the other Alice chose that name first
Clearly having two trans girls named Alice in the same online community is a violation of all sorts of international laws
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
and furthermore i feel like i have no fucking right to call myself by any feminine name, because it's been two goddamn years and i've made absolutely no progress towards transitioning
and furthermore i feel like i have no fucking right to call myself by any feminine name, because it's been two goddamn years and i've made absolutely no progress towards transitioning
and furthermore i feel like i have no fucking right to call myself by any feminine name, because it's been two goddamn years and i've made absolutely no progress towards transitioning
and furthermore i feel like i have no fucking right to call myself by any feminine name, because it's been two goddamn years and i've made absolutely no progress towards transitioning
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
well that was a weird little moment of angst
especially considering how quickly i snapped out of it
Agreeing with Sredni Vashtar, Anonus, and Kexruct.
This took some effort for me to compose, but here's my thoughts on the Heap's current topic: Heaper's Hangout is a place I do not dislike, which is good. I am fine with most if not all of you, and am bothered by only a select few people rarely and sporadically. Following that, anytime it's felt or we've butted heads, or actually have butted heads for some reason, hasn't really bothered me; after all, it's not like we don't have our own issues to work through.
Now, to nip this in the bud: If you're thinking, for some reason (I'm honestly not sure why you would, but it's happened before) "Oh, have I displeased Crystal?" then chances are high you haven't. Chances are even higher that you are not to blame.
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
It's a legitimate question.
I don't know if I really have an answer, though.
Basically, I just feel like it's wrong of me to refer to myself as a woman if I've made no progress towards presenting myself as a woman outside the internet.
as I am thrown full-force toward my 20th birthday, I am forced to accept that I have not made an iota of progress toward becoming any more ready for the world beyond academia than I was on the eve of my 16th, or indeed, on the eve of my 12th.
I am wholly and utterly unprepared for any of the realities that I have to face when I graduate college, and it is that, moreso than unlikability, that will land me in a gutter. Because my degree requires me to market myself (assuming I even get it) and that is something that I am incapable of doing and more so, simply unwilling to do.
Because my degree requires me to market myself (assuming I even get it) and that is something that I am incapable of doing and more so, simply unwilling to do.
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if i really disliked the Internet that much i wouldn't go on a forum to air out my grievances with fellow Internet-haters, i'd shut down my computer and do something else
weird
i mean, i can think of like one incident on TVT way back? which i got over pretty quick
unless you're planning something i'm not aware of
i mean iirc i literally haven't been mad at you in years
No. Not the angry type of mad. That would be silly.
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
we're all mad here
I'm just going to go to bed b/c I'm clearly too mentally incapable to read things in a web document and then copy them to another web document.
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
I'll die alone in a gutter somewhere because I am unlikable.
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
you know perfectly well that this is not true
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
This took some effort for me to compose, but here's my thoughts on the Heap's current topic: Heaper's Hangout is a place I do not dislike, which is good. I am fine with most if not all of you, and am bothered by only a select few people rarely and sporadically. Following that, anytime it's felt or we've butted heads, or actually have butted heads for some reason, hasn't really bothered me; after all, it's not like we don't have our own issues to work through.
i'm curious, is this something one has to earn?
i suppose the womyn-born-womyn radfem crowd would say so, but they are misguided and probably rather hateful, i think
i'm sorry, CA, i didn't mean to be tactless
it's just something that's been bugging me for a while
Nobody thinks transitioning is easy.
I am wholly and utterly unprepared for any of the realities that I have to face when I graduate college, and it is that, moreso than unlikability, that will land me in a gutter. Because my degree requires me to market myself (assuming I even get it) and that is something that I am incapable of doing and more so, simply unwilling to do.
i think most people just wing it
good night, Mo
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
i get so angry sometimes i just punch plankton --Klinotaxis