Doctor Who reference in Pokemon B2W2? Headcanon accepted.
The way I define an addiction is if it's something that directly interferes with a productive lifestyle. If really have nothing else better to do than just click around the internet or chat with folks, I wouldn't call it that.
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
that's like the only thread/forum that i legitimately hate. yeah dog, you're getting withdrawals? just take a break for a week and then u can keep doing heroin again, btw i'm a gigantic piece of poo poo terrible thing encourager and my mom sucks dicks and my dad is gay. depress plunger, receive bacon bitch.
I just have to say some poo poo about DXM, maybe to just get it off my chest or whatever.
Another forum user got me into DXM a long time ago when we were dating. That's a great start to any story, I know, but that was about.. 2006? Later part of the year I believe.
Well I still take it. A lot more than I should. It started as a way to connect and bond with friends in the Army. And they couldn't piss test for it. Then I deployed, and came back with PTSD, and fell heavy into DXM to just disconnect myself from the Army and places I didn't feel I belonged. I was taking maybe 500mg or so a day.
My tongue started to go numb on one side. I couldn't pee very well. I was still having fun though.
Now, I don't get half of the awesome effects I used to. It's become a totally different drug for me. It's still fun, just different. I rarely get visuals now. Open eyed or closed. I no longer feel like I'm "in" a movie I watch. I can't even explain what it does.
I have to warn you though, that high doses of this stuff can do things to you. The other day, I took a lot. I had some in the early AM, and then redosed, which is stupid. Even with it feeling like I was sober, redosing shot me to some level I wasn't even ready for. I knew this would happen, but I thought I could handle it. I started throwing up at one point, and my wife helped me into the bathroom and was trying to undress me so I could get in the shower. I thought a "simulation" was playing in my head, which is very common for me. Not thinking something is a simulation, but having fake things happen when I drift off. For whatever loving reason, the way I chose to prove to myself that this wasn't real was to hit my wife. I'll say that again in case you don't understand. I WAS SO HIGH I THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO PUNCH MY WIFE IN THE BACK OF THE NECK TO PROVE THAT WHAT I WAS EXPERIENCING WAS NOT REAL. I felt/feel like loving poo poo. I've never hit anyone before. I've never even been in a fight.
I came to god knows how much longer, and my wife is on the couch with a knife. I ask what she's doing, and she tells me I hit her. I have no memory of it at this point. When I heard what I had done I was loving devastated. Nothing has ever had this affect on me, or made me look at my drug use this way.
I'm not trying to paint DXM in a bad light. I had some awesome times on it, and it can be loving magical. But, don't be an idiot like me and over do it.
I used to read this thread religiously every day, same as I'd do my dope religiously every day. I quit reading since I got evicted since all my money went to dope
I do and plan to do all of those things. I also meditate and do tai chi and yoga regularly, I'm not out to impress anybody, simply interested in exploring my own path and helping provide information for others to do the same. Sorry you don't like it Lowtax. I appreciate you keeping your biases out of our world.
Remember back in the 50s when they'd record like Elvis singing YOU AIN'T NOTHIN BUT A HOUND DOG and then they'd turn the record over and reverse it and it was all NYERP NYERP NYERP NYERP NYERP and people were all like, "That is actually the voice of Satan coming from that song."
^^^This wouldn't have been inspired by our conversation about it last night, would it?
Remember back in the 50s when they'd record like Elvis singing YOU AIN'T NOTHIN BUT A HOUND DOG and then they'd turn the record over and reverse it and it was all NYERP NYERP NYERP NYERP NYERP and people were all like, "That is actually the voice of Satan coming from that song."
I sense a new name for high-level ice spells in RPGs.
"Digital radios are shit, digital TV is shit, mobile phones are shit, computers are shit, internet is shit. All military/industrial detritus. Pin numbers, passwords, reference numbers - all of it all shit. It all exists to make life more shit. Because shit people want this shit. Twats who get all excited about 'technology' don't seem to realize frying pans and wheels are 'technology' but not the deadening shit kind.Tyranny of maths-twats with their life-denying, numbing 'technology' marches on. Debt collectors and arms manufacturers dig it, I suppose. I'm far more impressed with what you can do with tumeric or paprika than any deadening, pointless twatty phone app." Said the man on twitter. https://twitter.com/PereLebrun
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Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
I think we've all felt that way when Internet usage slips out of control. I understand why you'd want to restrict your Internet time.
Scraggy used Leer.
Also the song is playing in my head now...
Another forum user got me into DXM a long time ago when we were dating. That's a great start to any story, I know, but that was about.. 2006? Later part of the year I believe.
Well I still take it. A lot more than I should. It started as a way to connect and bond with friends in the Army. And they couldn't piss test for it. Then I deployed, and came back with PTSD, and fell heavy into DXM to just disconnect myself from the Army and places I didn't feel I belonged. I was taking maybe 500mg or so a day.
My tongue started to go numb on one side. I couldn't pee very well. I was still having fun though.
Now, I don't get half of the awesome effects I used to. It's become a totally different drug for me. It's still fun, just different. I rarely get visuals now. Open eyed or closed. I no longer feel like I'm "in" a movie I watch. I can't even explain what it does.
I have to warn you though, that high doses of this stuff can do things to you. The other day, I took a lot. I had some in the early AM, and then redosed, which is stupid. Even with it feeling like I was sober, redosing shot me to some level I wasn't even ready for. I knew this would happen, but I thought I could handle it. I started throwing up at one point, and my wife helped me into the bathroom and was trying to undress me so I could get in the shower. I thought a "simulation" was playing in my head, which is very common for me. Not thinking something is a simulation, but having fake things happen when I drift off. For whatever loving reason, the way I chose to prove to myself that this wasn't real was to hit my wife. I'll say that again in case you don't understand. I WAS SO HIGH I THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO PUNCH MY WIFE IN THE BACK OF THE NECK TO PROVE THAT WHAT I WAS EXPERIENCING WAS NOT REAL. I felt/feel like loving poo poo. I've never hit anyone before. I've never even been in a fight.
I came to god knows how much longer, and my wife is on the couch with a knife. I ask what she's doing, and she tells me I hit her. I have no memory of it at this point. When I heard what I had done I was loving devastated. Nothing has ever had this affect on me, or made me look at my drug use this way.
I'm not trying to paint DXM in a bad light. I had some awesome times on it, and it can be loving magical. But, don't be an idiot like me and over do it.
Assassin poems, Poems that shoot
guns. Poems that wrestle cops into alleys
and take their weapons leaving them dead
I can only hope that I've made the right decisions today.
Good thread idea/Best thread Idea?
NOT THE BRINICLE
i get so angry sometimes i just punch plankton --Klinotaxis