You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
God, I just remembered that the original context of "Double Secret Cat Administrator" was my yelling about wanting to call myself a 13-year-old during a manic episode
I would say I'm glad I'm not like that anymore, but if anything, I think I'm even more like that, just...in a less obnoxious way
God, I just remembered that the original context of "Double Secret Cat Administrator" was my yelling about wanting to call myself a 13-year-old during a manic episode
I would say I'm glad I'm not like that anymore, but if anything, I think I'm even more like that, just...in a less obnoxious way
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
I suppose so.
I'm still me, and arguably me-ier than ever before, but I'm at least better at being me.
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
From where I am, it's like...I'm still just as crazy as I was a few years ago, but I have more control over how I express that craziness and I'm able to turn it into "Centie sure is weird, but she's fun to hang out with" instead of "God, I wish Centie would shut up already" like I used to be
As far as the age aspect goes...I don't really feel like an adult, and at this point I figure I probably never will? But I am...at peace with that. I can fake being an adult well enough to function in the world, and that's all anybody really needs.
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
Turning 30 and finding that nothing meaningfully changed kind of led me to the epiphany that my age doesn't actually matter nearly as much as "normal" people (for lack of a better word) would have me think it does
Like, I don't want to do any of the things that "adults" my age are supposed to do. I have no desire to go hundreds of thousands into debt to buy a house. I have no desire to take out an auto loan and put myself in a position where I must make sure I can make a payment each month or risk losing my car. I have no desire to have children.
My ideal life would be getting an engineering job, moving to a small apartment in a city somewhere, and spending my free time watching Pretty Cure and tinkering with my traffic control collection. I just want to be allowed to have my own space and do my own thing. I don't care if I come off as a womanchild otaku as long as I get to be happy.
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
You are the end result of a “would you push the button” prompt where the prompt was “you have unlimited godlike powers but you appear to all and sundry to be an impetuous child” – Zero, 2022
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I would say I'm glad I'm not like that anymore, but if anything, I think I'm even more like that, just...in a less obnoxious way
As far as the age aspect goes...I don't really feel like an adult, and at this point I figure I probably never will? But I am...at peace with that. I can fake being an adult well enough to function in the world, and that's all anybody really needs.
Like, I don't want to do any of the things that "adults" my age are supposed to do. I have no desire to go hundreds of thousands into debt to buy a house. I have no desire to take out an auto loan and put myself in a position where I must make sure I can make a payment each month or risk losing my car. I have no desire to have children.