I KILLED MY FEELS

edited 2014-11-20 19:51:14 in General
 Stillman   : Yes, lied. I didn't lose my leg in the explosion. So many dead
-- all because of my mistake. All I could think about was hiding
from the feels, shielding myself from the public outcry. I wanted
people to be sorry for me, for my feels... I faked being a
victim myself because I couldn't bear to face the families of the
real victims. This is no prosthetic. I can keep my footing on
catwalks and hike over deserts. I lived my lie so well I haven't
even answered to myself for my feels... It was supposed to be a
shield. And it's become a shroud instead. I've killed my feels by
playing the victim. Instead of protecting me, it's made my life
even more hellish.

Raiden     : What good can that do the victims?

Stillman : I know -- I'm a coward!

Pliskin : Hey, Pete...

Stillman : God forgive me... I can walk with my own two feet. And I need
them to stop Fatman. His feels are also mine -- one of omission,
and arrogance. No one should teach the skills I taught him
without a conscience clear of feels. This is the only way I can defuse my
own feels.

Comments

  • Smee, Maiman, Doktar, Pavelier, Button-Lee, Juan Ovyu
    I just beat MGS2 for the first time yesterday.

    Where did you hide the cameras Odra?
  • >tfw no prosthetic
  • Sup bitches, witches, Haters, and trolls.
    what was this originally
  • edited 2014-12-02 13:53:25
    My dreams exceed my real life
    Lilly said:

    what was this originally


    Stillman : Yes, lied. I didn't lose my leg in the explosion. So many dead
    -- all because of my mistake. All I could think about was hiding
    from the crime, shielding myself from the public outcry. I wanted
    people to be sorry for me, for my weakness... I faked being a
    victim myself because I couldn't bear to face the families of the
    real victims. This is no prosthetic. I can keep my footing on
    catwalks and hike over deserts. I lived my lie so well I haven't
    even answered to myself for my sins... It was supposed to be a
    shield. And it's become a shroud instead. I've killed my soul by
    playing the victim. Instead of protecting me, it's made my life
    even more hellish.

    Raiden : What good can that do the victims?

    Stillman : I know -- I'm a coward!

    Pliskin : Hey, Pete...

    Stillman : God forgive me... I can walk with my own two feet. And I need
    them to stop Fatman. His crimes are also mine -- one of omission,
    and arrogance. No one should teach the skills I taught him
    without a clear conscience. This is the only way I can defuse my
    own sins.
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